Little Baby Embryo

I hope this little baby embryo gets a helping hand from God,
Their big brother did and he brought great joy to there Mom & Dad,
I would be so privileged to help you come into this world,
I may not get to see you every day but I know you are special in so many ways,
You will bring great joy and have the love to do great things,
You are a blessing God has to ordain and I will be soooooo delighted if he chooses for you to stay.

I find out tomorrow!

Time for the transfer!

We made it to NYC  after a layover in DC and now we are waiting to go up stairs. I slept most of the way on the first plane but it was so hard to wake up! I am glad that I had a little nap before we left. I am going to

Control...

I like control. To be in control of my house, life, daily decisions, and so on. But with the surrogacy I have to let others be in control. I can't make my own flight plans, dictate when I will do the transfer, what meds I will take...and SO much more. God has shown me through this process to let go of the control I want to have over every thing in my life and let him lead me. When I let God lead the way I feel more at peace than ever before and it all works out so much better.
 I am not my own, I am his.

Sore or unusable?

Ok so yesterday's stick was not as bad as I thought it would be. Although throughout the day my leg hurt more and more and formed a bruise. Now I am not sure if I should stick the other leg or stay with the same leg and just baby it. Ugh! It would be so much better if I just took the pill only like last time.
Time to go stab myself.

First shot!

Very nervous about taking my first progesterone shot. I have had friends take this and could not walk because it hurt so bad! Here I go

Time for the meds!

I normally do not mind taking meds but I have to stick myself! I have had several friends that have taken this medicine and it hurts! Not looking forward to this :-(
On the good side of things I will have the transfer next Monday the 16th! Finally! I feel like this has taken so long. I pray that the little embryo will take and William can soon have a little brother or sister. The mom want a little girl but are happy with either. So think pink!