Freaky Dreams

When you are pregnant you have dreams, weird dreams, freaky dreams! The difference is that they are soooo real! The other night I had one that was at an old friends house and we started seeing falling stars then they started landing...it was and Alien invasion! They announced, "Stay in your units." I was freaked! I grabbed all of my stuff and for some reason I was grabbing all of my kid's stuff too but they were not there, weird. I finally got out the door and there were these "men" gliding up to the houses. They looked like men but their skin was messed up almost like sloughing off of their face but not bleeding or anything. They had on long black robes that were very flowy. He glided up to me and said, "You were told to stay in your unit." I just felt fear! I woke up shaking. I look forward to dreams at night but not when I feel like that after.
I guess it is time for bed...

A walk would be nice

We have started walking, not far just around the park near our house. I did not think I would have any issues but the first time we went I was sore for two days! That was two days ago...lol We went again today and I am hoping that tomorrow I will be good. The kids want to go every day but I think every other day is better for me.
Yesterday I got my first pregnancy clothes! I also got comfy new shoes so my feet do not hurt. Today I have a very nice friend that is giving me some more. We have been blessed my our friends because we have been given clothes for Kaileb, then Karrina, and now me. All that is left is for Allen to get some clothes...but he will be buying new clothes, he deserves it.

What's up Mom and Dad?

The other day I was able to talk to the parents, through a translator of course. I was so excited to speak to the parents! They sound so cute! The wife's voice is so feminine and the husband's voice is is very manly. They are so thankful that I am helping them have a baby and I am very thankful that they are helping our family. I was able to ask them questions I have been wanting to but I still have more...I always have more questions.
I cannot believe that I am in my 13 week! I feel like it is going slow then I stop and look back and I feel it has gone pretty quickly. The doctor just took me off my meds! I am very glad not to have to do that any more...the icky feelings are now gone, thank God! I had more energy today and went for a walk with the kids but we did take a 3 hour nap, which I enjoyed!
Sonograms are wonderful! There is this craving in me to see the baby so I am hoping for a sonogram soon. It is early but we could tell if it is a boy or girl already and I really want to know which the baby is! We will see...

Could this be kicking?

I swear that I am feeling this baby move all around! I first felt it in my 9th week it caught me off guard but I know it is not gas...lol. When I was pregnant with my second child I felt him move early also. What I am feeling is like a yo-yo spinning in my lower belly, then I will also feel a definite kick. At my last ultrasound I saw the baby move and felt it at the same time so I not crazy!
I have been REALLY TIRED! But today I am in my 12th week!!! and that means that I am not going to be tired any more...right? Well, that is what I am hoping for.
I am going to talk to the parents for the first time next week. I am very happy that I will be able to hear their voices even if what we say will have to be translated. I can't wait to meet them in November!
I went for my first Doctor appointment last week and the Doctor was so excited to be apart of this experience. That made me all joyful inside! I get to see her once a month for now. I am really happy that I am going to her because she thinks like me, analyzing what needs to be done. Most patients she has to ask the same questions, all the same old thing. But with me she has to think about what tests, and information she needs for the baby so she gets to use her brain...how nice :-)